1.11am thoughts.
Back in the day, I had multiple blogs, but one stands out with a decade's worth of content. This new blog is solely dedicated to expressing my current emotions - maybe not the most riveting read for others, but sometimes you just need an outlet through writing. Lately, I've been carrying so much inside me that it's becoming overwhelming Dear Reader, Lately, things have not been going well for me. My life seems to have taken a nosedive into a pit of despair, and I feel like I'm drowning in a sea of troubles. It's not a pleasant feeling, but that's the reality of how I'm currently feeling. This isn't a new sensation; it's been a downward spiral for the past three years in terms of my mental health, with only two good years sandwiched between five terrible ones. It's becoming a recurring pattern in my life. I find myself unable to cope with stress, trauma, or heartbreak - any time I face adversity, it's like a switch flips and my sanity goes o...